Hello. Thank you for reading this. I am a BPD, and having a really hard time with my relationship because I am unstable, take everything personal, and get very irritable. I am on meds, but want off of them cuz they take away all my feelings and make me so tired. I am doing DBT training from a book, and want to be strong enough to use these skills without being on meds. But, when I get angry, all that seems to matter to me is that my bf understand me and know why I feel the way I do! And, it makes me angry when he makes excuses, instead of understanding me! But, I love him and he loves me. I am 47 years of age.