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Apr 20, 2014, 10:44 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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I started a new medication regima about a week ago. Still working out the kinks but along with the intense therapy and taking time off from work, I've been feeling a bit better.
And now I'm starting to doubt my own illness. Maybe I'm not really sick. Maybe I was just having a bad week (except 12 months is a really long week). Those suicide thoughts, they weren't real. ..it was just normal contemplating of life and death. ..
I'm fooling myself into thinking I'm normal. This is how I convinced myself to go off meds last year.
Does anyone else experience this? I'm going to talk to my T about it tomorrow. But I just wanted to know if others feel this sometimes.
It sort of makes me feel crazy.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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