Wajji, I don't know what to say, but I feel like I have to say something. Don't do it! Suicide is a one-way street. You don't get to take it back. Someone very special to me chose someone else over 5 months ago. I still feel the sting of rejection whenever I see her face. So I try not to see her. I carry on because I still hope that I can find someone that will think I am just as special as I feel they are to me. If I took my life, that hope would be completely, irreversibly gone. Please stay.