I work in a very detail oriented job and really get mad at myself when I make mistakes. However, I have had to realize I have to get off my own back because I am not perfect. It is not like I deliberately try to make errors, that would be classified as sabotage. Quite often, when I make a mistake, no one else even notices it. I have read that people with BP have a tendency to be perfectionistic. I know what is the case with me.