TBH I don't think anyone ever becomes okay with this, you just learn to deal with it and figure out the best way to emotionally cope.

I moved around a lot as a child, and I think that contributed to my depression because it became hard for me to maintain close and stable friendships. To date, I have no actual friends. I am closer to relatives and consider them friends and think I have a lot of good acquaintances.

In counseling, it was established that part of the reason why I was having the interpersonal issues I did was because I wasn't in the right job and I wasn't looking for the right people. I'm also female, introverted, very blunt and logical and that combination is unsettling to a lot of people. I've just learned that time goes by and people and life changes and hopefully that opens up new doors to meet different people.