Maybe of sorts. I have found that there are two ways of achieving something of a "success" -- or at least a semi-stable position. One is of a kind of mindlessness -- not really knowing who you are or what you think -- and not knowing that you are missing something. That is the kind of "success" that the world rewards. Or lots of it does. The other is a position of mindfulness (or trying to get there) -- I have not found that the world likes that very much. I (feel I) have to keep my mouth shut about that, so as not to upset people. If they get upset, who knows what they can do to you?