Sounds like you live with members of one big Freak Show: Vampires, 265lb. Pit Bulls, Crazy people who yell at Statues. You live in a Care and Guidance Facility? Or a Hospital ? Being there for 8yrs sounds like you love the place. All I can say, is that you bought the Ticket long ago. Now it is the time to enjoy the show! Think how boring your life would be, with out all that going on.