That's ridiculous....seems very unethical on their part. There is nothing 'attention seeking' about going to the hospital when you're worried you might cause harm to yourself or others. How old are you? Are your parents supportive and know whats going on with you or not so much?

You should talk to your counsellors and psychiatrist about it, they might be able to help but you have to be honest about it and not try to downplay things or they won't know you need as much help as you do.