I haven't really posted on anything like this before, but I thought I would give it a shot, seeing as I have nothing to lose.
I am a singer songwriter from Northampton, UK. I suffer with BPD among other disorders. I am currently having intense DBT therapy, but have had 3 hospital admissions in the last year. I wrote this song a month or two ago and thought I would share the lyrics on here. Here goes...

Dear Diary, I've run out of words to say,
that I'm sorry, that I let you down today.
My heart explodes,
onto the page unknown,
can't put my finger on what's going wrong,
what's going wrong?

Dear Diary, I don't know who I am,
but I'll carry on as long as I can.
But my mind is broke,
don't know if I can cope,
feeling so alone and out of control,
out of control.

I don't want to fall, stumble and crawl the rest of my life
and I don't want to cry, cuz that is weakness in your eyes.

Dear Diary, I promise I will try,
to keep fighting, and keep myself alive.
Though my soul is numb,
and I've come undone,
is this what I've become,
the forgotten one?
the forgotten one?

And I don't want to fall, stumble and crawl the rest of my life
and I don't want to cry, cuz that is weakness in your eyes.

Dear Diary, I think I'll end it there.
Thanks for listening and acting like you care.
The pain still hurts,
but I've felt worse,
so I'll try my best and soldier on,
soldier on.

If you are interested in listening to the song, I have a youtube channel under the name Lisa West, or mylifesmine3. I'd be grateful for any feedback. Take care everyone XX