Wow! You are sure packing a lot of therapy into a short time period! I hope your T can help you slow it down so you can not become so overwhelmed.

(Therapasized is a little known made up term for being in therapy)

And what you are going through, well, as you can see, they are not mutually exclusive and also, just because you are going through them now, doesn't mean you won't revisit these feelings again later.

Often we deal with things on many levels. Right now, you are on one level... later on, when you are ready and have more knowledge and better therapy skills, you might revisit some of these things, ideas, feelings on a higher level and work through them again...

It's all part of the process, and it's exciting to me to see you progressing through it! But don't be so hard on yourself, it can be easier!

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