Ok, I browsed it. Nothing there for those who are third party, to a marriage. There are sites out there, stories of Other Women for Other Women. Those would be better suited to read. They talk of pains, betrayals and more.
It takes a certain strength of character, hotchicken, to come out and admit to this.
It's not about right or wrong, this is your plight, your struggles. Your own admission to the loneliness. Even last affair mentioned, that sour taste it left on you.
See, you have redeeming qualities.
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