I'm so sorry hunny...I wish there was something we all could do. I'll repeat what others here have said. Nothing about this is yr fault! Yr mom is really sick herself...to treat yr own child like this is beyond me. I too was emotionally abused as a child. Believe it or not it occurred till I was about 30. Then my mi came out to my family and I was put down over and over too. You aren't alone. Even though you had that experience with the housing person and that they were rude I would still try again to get housing. You need to get out of that house. It's toxic! Yr depression is just going to get worse. I believe meds would really help you. Ya there can be side effects but don't worry about that. There are many diff meds to try out there. I felt like I was reading about my life too when I read yr post. If I had someone to talk to who could help me I would have jumped at the opportunity. Just please don't hurt yr self. Yr important and God does have a plan fir yr life. Not being religious here at all. I'm.spiritual. yr life is worth living. You will eventually get away from yr mum and her friend. I also got in trouble when I had to go to the hospital. My mom said "how dare you do this to me! You are selfish and all you think about is yr self. I don't get a vacation from my life so why should you?!" It was horrific. But back to you. Again please try again to find other housing. How old are you? You are being held against yr will and I feel like the authorities need to know. You need to feel safe.and yer being abused. Keep talking to us here ok? We're here for you. Please pm me and we can talk more. Yer life is worth it hunny. Please stay safe. Hugs

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