Decades of various wrong meds and more than I can count, some very curious and some hurtful docs and therapists along the way, and not so helpful therapies.

15 years now right meds, good matched docs and T (all working together), helpful therapy, and also just needing the dosages adjusted periodically. What a difference, and worth going through to get find the best matches.

Listen to your instincts and trust in them, be in close contact with docs and/or T's, and if not working, life is too short to suffer; make a change with either different therapy, meds, or find the right doc or T for you that will listen. You are worth it and deserve it.