I just finished working my typical 11 hours a day. My favorite co-worker was in a bad mood from stress and she became irate with me. She hurt my feelings by implying I am stupid because I am having a little trouble catching on to the new software from the new company. I told her I'm not stupid and I will learn it, then she really got angry. Work is hard. I haven't started my new anti-anxiety medication yet because I'm afraid it will make me sleepy. I take my citalopram 40mg for what good it does. I'm sort of depressed but really I'm just too tired to care anymore. Just need to vent.