Well... yes, Secretwhisper. Cutting is better than suicide. At least with cutting you're still here. And, as they say in mindfulness practice: "As long as you're breathing, there's more right with you than wrong with you." I have things I give in to from time-to-time. I can't help it. I hate myself afterward. But I also know that it's just a matter of time before I do it again. So there's no point in beating myself up over it too much. Please be careful though. As I'm sure you know, cutting can create it's own problems...