So basically I've been cutting for years and I suffer from depression. Lost my friends because of this behavior. I'm going on vacation soon to an island and I have to basically cover up everything cause I have so much scars. Old ones and new ones. I came to the realization I need help but idk how to get the help I need. I'm 20 years old and my dads a single parent. Telling him any of this will ruin him. I just feel stuck.