Hi Ouch,
It's going to be fine. TheRealMe had a very lousy experience with a bunch of immature jerks. There's a chance it may happen to you but you won't know until you try. You'll be fine. Whatever happens, we'll be here for you to talk to when all is said and done. You can get through this. Be proud of yourself for going back no matter what happens.
We'll be with you in spirit cheering you on. (((((((((Ouch))))))))