As many of you come here to ask for prayers for others I must selfish and hang my head and ask you to pray for me. I love Christ with all my heart but i just cant pray for some reason. I dont know so i am looking to you all for help and guidance. I need help. Major help...whether its a hospital...or a therapist or a psychatrist...or something. I dont care anymore. I need help. I need understanding. I need my pain to go away. Could you please pray that others understand my needs? That they allow for me to get the help i need? I have no money or insurance and no one will help me. I want help..I want to talk to someone who can help me...and yes i will say it and i cant believe i will but even just to get meds so i can sleep and be happy and alive. Im floating in darkness right now. And i just need help. Ive been fighting on my own for far to long now. Thank you. Love, Inny