Hello everyone. I have struggled for years with depression, anxiety, bipolar & have had two major psychotic breaks in my life. One was before Christmas and one right before Easter years ago. I'm a Christian woman and once had someone point out that my mental health could be more a religious thing. The past couple weeks have been rough, on Easter this year... I felt detached from my family for awhile. I took a nap & woke up feeling better and then participated in the festivities. I fear that I am going to fall again. I am trying to pull myself up out of this. Also, I'm pmsing... and everytime I've ended up in the hospital, I've been on my period. I almost want to go to the psych hospital, but I have a job that I can't afford to lose. All I wanna do is cry & my sleep isn't normal, I'm falling apart.