Very stressed! Had a bad day today - spent most of the afternoon on the sofa - very scared of going back - 1 colleague and my supervisor know why I was away - everyone else doesn't know (and will for sure be curious).

Not sure if I can handle it without relapsing. Have to go live in the city alone again - my mom is coming with, because she's scared to let me go alone and then my sister will be there for a bit, but still worried!!

Just moved to a new city a year and a half ago - don't know if I can cope being away from my family and close friends.... Feel like I may slip again - feel like I haven't fully begun swimming!!! sorry, just really worried...