I am the same way you are. It definitely gives me comfort in a sense... Growing up, my dad was absent through out my life and he has a couple of mental issues himself so I found myself reaching for comfort in a partner. However, I am not sure if you are familiar with DD/lg relationships? Its not based off of incestual desires however, but from what I know it's actually pretty common
. I actually introduced my partner now to that kind of relationship and it definitely has brought us oddly close together.

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