You are not a big baby... you are just overwhelmed and you have a right to be.

Do what you can to take some time and let the anxiety pass. Do you have some coping excersizes to help with all the anxiety? Let things fall into place so you can deal with them again, maybe is there anyone who can help, a friend or something, who can just help you get a handle on the scheduling? Or call the doc's office and see if they have any advice, maybe something you can do to fit everything in.

You know and I know that not eating is not good for your health or emotional state, but that does NOT make you a failure! In fact it means your body is working the way bodies do. It becomes very hard to eat, and hard to keep it down, when we are under a lot of stress. Maybe not the "best" of all of our body-machine's "features" but that's what it does and there's probably some good reason for it doing so.

You are NOT a failure for reacting to stress... you are a SUCCESS for eating that salad today... realizing it was hard to eat and picking something that you thought would help as opposed to eating nothing. Keep eating what you can and you are not a failure as long as you keep trying. And you ARE still trying, or else none of this would bother you. You want to have things resolved, and right now it is difficult or impossible to see how to do so, but that doesn't mean there aren't ways, so just keep fighting for what you know to be right, and for what you need to do to get yourself through this with your health and well being intact.

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