Wow. I feel like I'm reading something I wrote myself. I do this constantly. I always assume people are mad at me or just don't like me, with no actual proof, and I create this whole issue inside my own head. It can become a very difficult situation. For me, it's like I'm never sure who actually still thinks of me as a friend, because I don't know if I imagined the "drama" or if I really upset them. With my experience, I don't recommend talking to friends that aren't experienced with depression, as it usually ends in someone making a casual comment with an extremely simple "solution" that leaves you feeling about 2 inches tall. We're here for you though, and understand your feelings