It's interesting that these feelings or episodes happen during holidays. Pms can reek havoc on our mi symptoms. It's too bad that you have to worry about losing yr job if you go to the hospital. Yr mental health is of utmost importance. Do you have A t and pdoc you could call? I would encourage you to get a hold of them right away esp if you feel like you need to go to the hospital. Take care of yr self

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