Hey you guys. I dont post much here because i never thought i might have bipolar. But taking the tests and paying attention to my actions it seems like i may have Bipolar and PTSD. I always felt like i had PTSD because i was always scared randomly and stuff like that but since this is a bipolar forum i wont go into that. As for the Bipolar reactions. I will be jumping up and down literally laughing and poking my boyfriend and joking and jumping more and just going haywire. Then he will say get off me...which isnt too bad since i know i must be annoying and then i go into an all time low. I just stop and go to bed and get very angry at him. One day i want to die and another day i feel fine. Even on here i will be talking all nice and normally and then bam i start acting weird i get really sad or i trigger and go super super super low...thumb sucking and everything. Do you guys understand what im talking about? I know i dont give much info. Does memory loss occur? I will be working and i have wasted three hours of thinking to myself and not know what i was thinking or doing for that matter. People will tell me to do something i will look at them shake my head and never do it because i forget. And i get yelled at and i dont mean it!!! In fact there are times where i dont even remember they came into see me and talk to me. I dont mean it but it happens. I go through life like a haze going crazy or being depressed. and if i am "normal" it doesnt last long. Anyone comments? Please? I am so lost i never thought id have bipolar. The test on here said that i might have Bipolar I or a less severe case of Bipolar 2. What are those? thanks Inny