I felt pretty amazing for most of the day yesterday, even though it was Monday! Today, not so much. I swear it's like I take one step forward and two steps back sometimes. I was on Paxil for many years. I drank beer like a frat boy. Last November I found out this girl I worked with whom I felt very close to was going out with a guy who was the last guy on earth I ever thought she would go out with. It "shattered" me. You see, I didn't realize how much she meant to me. I'm still dealing with the pain. Since then, I quit drinking, left that job, tried to start a new one, changed meds twice, had to quit the new job because of my nerves, and now I'm sitting here unemployed trying to figure out where it all went wrong. I'm on day 14 of Pristiq after having weaned off Prozac. Sorry if this post is all disjointed or doesn't make sense, or belongs in another forum. I'm just trying to get it all out there once again, but frankly I'm tired of telling this story over and over and over and not getting any relief