I went to my Advisor's memorial service yesterday, it was really nice to go to kind of gave me some nice closure. He was also there, in a very nice urn. I walked up to it after the service and touched it, and rubbed my fingers over his engraved name. It really hit me that he's gone, I cried for nearly 2 hours straight. The whole thing took a lot out of me and I was cranky for the rest of the evening, even after my favorite alcoholic beverage and restraunt. Hopefully, I won't have to do this again for a LONG time! It's just not fair!!! I wanted more time