I cut today. I feel so disappointed in myself. I feel hopeless. I cut today because I have a plan to runaway and I told my brother and I was afraid he would tell my mom, or even worse... My dad. So I got anxious and cut. Now its hot outside and I have on long sleeves. My life is such a mess. And when I cut, I feel bad.... Which makes me want to cut even more. Its a deadly cycle and im not sure how to stop it.