so i've, because i was assigned female at birth, always considered myself a girl. and i've always been a little uncomfortable calling myself a girl, but never enough to identify as a male. i just.. felt like a girl but not completely? [and this was long before i knew nonbinary genders even existed, like at age 6]
recently in particular, i've been feeling more and more uncomfortable identifying fully as a girl. and during the past few years it's been really difficult and i've spent so long trying to find a gender that fits how i feel. and i finally did - demigirl.
basically it means i identify as a girl, but not completely. [if you google it, the first result is a really good definition of it. better than mine haha] and reading the definition i actually started crying, because i finally know who i am. i don't have to spend hours at night questioning my gender. i.. i know it now.
so, yeah. i'm just really happy. [also, she/her pronouns please]
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