My therapist yesterday said I was making no progress & she didn't think it was helpful for me to continue therapy with her & recommended marital counseling.

I'm afraid of going to counseling with my husband. I'm afraid of him telling the truth about what he thinks of me. He hurt me a lot last summer with a critical comment about my weight & that he no longer finds me sexually attractive--to the point that I ODed. I can just imagine what other negative things he has to say about me.

So I guess I'm on my own (except for my pdoc) to handle my bipolar & low self-esteem & crying jags.--Suzy