I experienced the loss of a loved on a few years back.
It felt like I had been hit by a freight train.
everyday dragged on in misery and I just couldn't see an end to the pain.
I was at my complete wits end and willing to try anything to take the edge off.
So I tried meth.
I don't know that I would have made it through the darkness without it.
With that said, then why or why do we insist on suffering through pain?
If science knows what parts of the brain drugs affect, and the when and why and how of it all, then why wont they make a drug that does what illegal drugs do, but without the side effects?
What is so wrong with feeling good and being happy?
Why should we have to work through loss of a loved one with only support group help?
Why haven't they made a drug to help take the edge of the first month of grieving?
Why are we so hell bent on being miserable?