So I just quickly want to share my session today. It was an emotional session and I realized I had to review something that I have said in here before.
But let me start at the beginning.
We started out talking about the weekend (I hadn't see her for a few days but we stayed in touch every day). I told her about my Easter Sunday and so on.
We talked about something I had written her in an email and laughed about taste in men
I am very exhausted today and so it took me a while to get some words out but we really had great chat.
Halfway through the session she just reached for my hand and held it firmly. I don't know why she did it but it seemed so calming and I just enjoyed the peaceful feeling.
We kept on talking and at some point I needed a break, I was getting really exhausted. I asked her to do an imagery exercise with me and she did, one of the best ones she ever did. She didn't talk like she normally does in the "You can see the ocean" but she said: "We are at the ocean, sitting side by side."
I only registered it halfway into the whole thing that she was there with me.
But the exercise made me fall asleep - AGAIN
But I woke quickly and we chatted a bit more. At the end of the session she said: "I really want to say something and I want to say it out loud - I love you. I really love you. And forgive me if this is not the most professional thing to say but you have become so very important to me and you deserve to know how I feel about you."
All this time she held my hand in both of her hands and looked straight at me.
I have to say it was an overwhelming moment. It brought sudden healing, sudden peace and tranquility. I don't know how to describe it better.

A while ago when I made the thread asking if your T has ever told you "I love you" it was my firm conviction that I would not want my T to tell me these words. Today my view has changed. And I told her out loud: "I love you too." and it made her cry. Just as it made me cry when she said it. Somehow I am glad I was proven wrong in this powerful way.