(((((((((((Jax)))))))))) I know exactly how you feel, sweetie. I'm completely alone in a brand new town 250 miles away from anyone I know. (And I have the same issues with joining a gym!

And the same fear of people.)
I know we can't physically touch each other, but you always touch me here with your kind words to me and your help when I most need someone. And I admire you for sticking to your guns and doing with your toxic family what I have only dreamed of. I think you are much stronger than you realize, and you're plenty likeable, and loveable. How about if we hang on to each other till we're able to find some IRL friends?
Love, Candy