ptsd is really difficult. I thought I had it licked and I changed therapist to one who specialized in trauma and it turns out my overwhelming anxiety and agoraphobia is related to the ptsd and it was all just there waitng for me. I had just been ignoring it all this time. now I have all these traumatic memories coming up on me. its like, give me a break. I hope things get better for you and you don't have to struggle so much. take care