Suzy, you can find another therapist? Doesn't sound like she was working well with you. Don't give up on yourself, especially now.

Have you thought of a support group/women's group. Ask your pdoc if any of the local hospitals have a bipolar support group, mine around where I've lived often have. I was in a woman's group a couple summer's ago, it only met once a month but was kind of "fun" even. I moved so left. It's nice being with a group of women and talking about common problems; might help you realize you're not alone with your issues?