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Originally Posted by VenusHalley
Couldn't it be sign of wanting to break a boredom/emptiness/too much of unchangability.... rather than straight up "bipolar" thing?
You complained about flatness and no meaning.
I don't think everything can be written of to "bipolar" and with the sole solution "take a meds for that". Imho, often our mind acts in strange ways when we are not satisfied. And you can take all meds in the world and try all the convicing yourself "this is the way things should be"... if you are lacking something, you are not gonna be happy. Unless there is some fullfillment, these impulses will come back to haunt you.
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I completely agree with this statement. As I found myself coming out of my last episode, I realized that unless I chase after MY OWN DREAMS and somehow find a way to do what I love I was going to remain unfulfilled and unhappy. So I'm really trying to not be afraid and go for it.
I hope that this funk your in breaks quickly. The advice to SLEEP any way you can is good. My sleep is so crucial to my moods. You are not flawed, that's the bad juju in your head talking, but you can get sort of addicted to negative thinking? I know that there is a part of me that identifies with my misery and with my alienation. It clings on despite that I don't want to agree with it!
Try to find something that makes you smile. And then do it more.
