Hello Mamazangel.
welcome to Psych central. I have depression as well and the right therapy and right attitude can help the majority of people to some degree. sometimes life gets overwhelming and there is more involved than just feeling out of sorts, it can be from a chemical imbalance that needs to be treated with therapy and medication. I hope you seek the professinal treatment you need and deserve to help you fel better and improve how you feel. Take care Soidhonia