Thankyou... I'll try to ignore how insecure I am and focus on the fact that she, for some odd reason ISN'T disgusted by me and even thinks I'm beautiful.
I am passionate about music, animals, human rights, psychology and crimonology BUT none of that would matter if she disappeared. Because I get too attached to people, my brain hardly ever lets me feel anything for anyone. I've only cared for two people apart from my family my whole life... so getting other close friends isn't really an option. I always feel too bad about not caring for them. It's not that I don't care for their feelings, I do, I wanna help them, but I couldn't care less about keeping them in my life. If she dies, I'll kill myself, and if she just leaves then I'll lock myself in some psychiatric hospital for a couple of years so that I can't kill myself... as she'd blame herself and I could never do that to her.
But oh well... I guess I SHOULD take this chance.

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