I'm sorry you're feeling bad after today's session.

I have had a few sessions of silence that resulted in a mini breakdown at the end from being so frustrated with myself. My T would also go over in time, sometimes by a lot, to help calm me. I was definitely able to go back every time and things would continue as usual. I'm glad your T encourages you to email as much as you need so you could feel a bit of relief.
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