Slept for three hours. I'm absolutely terrified of goin to my program or even leaving the house. I am afraid that people can see what's happening inside my head. And I am afraid that they will call the cops. I've never been so scared in my life. I don't know wtf is happening.
I also feel like my therapist is trying to control me because she forced me to go to partial care. I can't sit through a whole day of this ****.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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