I can't seem to be alone. I quit smoking last week for three days, and by day three I crashed so hard into depression I started smoking again. The next day, I decided to quit again and I've now not had a cigarette for a week, and except for some irritability, I've been fairly stable. Until today. Due to the Easter weekend, my wife was home from work the past four days. Today she went back to work, and it seems like as soon as she is gone, depression sinks it's claws into me again. Maybe I've been depressed all along and was just distracted with her home, or maybe I'm just really bad at handling being alone right now, I don't know.