I'm with you rhpcfan. It is a great effort for me to talk to and be around people other than my husband, really. I feel like I am just forcing conversation (and half-hearted smiles). I don't feel it's a big effort to post on here too. Of course it's not the real world, but I know that, for the most part, I will be not judged in whatever I post, that everything's acceptable. This is not the case in the real world.