Lol mouse, you made me laugh with the hug and kiss!!!!

Anyway, what incredible insight, I know this may not seem like much coming from me, but I can "see" that you are progressing. You are articulating your feelings so much lately and I am enjoying reading your struggles as I feel you are growing while in an uncomfortable place and it really inspires me mouse....

You are a brave little one.......

Yes, she in essence is a bit "helpless"....you have to do it together, you need her hand as much as she needs yours.....be strong and keep up the courage.