Hello, thank-you for your note to me. I appreciate it very much. I haven't been too sure of where to turn for support and feel very lost, so any words of understanding are so greatly appreciated.

My first post here doesn't even begin to describe the depth of sadness and confusion that I feel. The thing that everyone seems to want to tell me is that it will "get better" with time. Right now, though, I am so broken-hearted that I am not so sure I even want it to get better. I just want my lovely wife to be happy. That's all I really care about.

That's the point I wrestle with: living with her was so difficult that I was losing my own grip on sanity. Without her, my heart is in pieces and I don't want to get out of bed in the morning.

Thanks once again. It's so very nice to experience the understanding and support of strangers. Feel free to talk to me about anything you'd like, also, and I am sure to respond (if perhaps slowly).