I would voluntarily say that I am going and I cannot be sure when I will return! I have been trying to come here daily despite not being able to really post but at this point I think I need to stop coming here altogether.

I need to lower my blood boiling point!!

My anxiety has steadily climbed over the last month or 2 in terms of this site and (not) being able to navigate or post. It just isn't happening. I am not looking for technical advice. That has been done and it hasn't helped. I do not believe the problem is mine. Whatever the problem is though - I cannot be here and become so fiercely frustrated because reading posts takes so long and posting itself simply stops the wheel turning altogether.

I am lonely, and I am tired. I want to be here and socialize but it isn't happening. I will be so lonely without this place but I can't take the frustration anymore. I have had enough. So for now - I am bowing out and protecting myself.

I am deeply heartsore about not currently being able to reply to the wonderful folk that supported me so wonderfully on the Caregivers Forum. I still intend to reply to each of you .... sometime.

I'm sorry my friends, but my frustration is sincere. I am hoping this post will be entered, but I am not going to wait 30 odd minutes to see if it has.

I will miss you!