LMTS and HG, I get that. I really do. That was why I said up front I know that I'm being whiny and unreasonable. This whole thing is about me having unreasonable expectations for the relationship and how he feels about me, etc. I really do know that. I set myself up for this by losing track of what the relationship is and what it isn't.

Thank you also for waiting until today to say that. I can usually handle total truth and honesty, but last night was not one of those times.