I am depressed. I don't have any plans to hurt myself, and I am not an immediate danger to myself. Still . . . everyday I am thinking about suicide as a way to escape.

Two years ago, I went into a psych hospital. I felt worse, while I was in there. So I have no interest in going back in.

I am going back to bed now because I feel too tired to do anything. That profound tired feeling comes to me often. I am desperate to escape. I believe the tiredness is due to depression. When I fall asleep, I escape. I just want to keep sleeping.

I know I am neglecting things. I am neglecting myself.