Just need to vent here a bit. I have desperately been holding on for the sake of others and need to constantly remind myself that I have made promises to them to give medication chance to work BUT, why do I need to do things only for the sake of others when I really don't want to be here?

If I get through this period, when will the next period be??? All I know for sure is that it will come again SO, WHAT'S THE POINT???