Oh, Rose, I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm glad you posted about it to get it out. Lots of us on here are in severe depressions now, including me. Not that that will improve your mood, but at least you know others are struggling too and we're all on your side and want you to feel better. Have you been able to talk to your T or pdoc about your state of depression? Do you feel like a med change might be in order?