Todays session went ok, she asked how we could incorporate some of the things that made old t and me close in the relationship.

We had closure with the transference between ex ptsd group t. We spoke again on copking skills before delving into csa.

Here is the difficult part, being that I like structure ans does she, we are goiing to process this csa stuff in steps. Ex. 1st person, 2nd person ect... so sshe wants me to draw steps from 1 to whatever on the csa and physical abuse ladder, and each step needs to be processed.

So if I remember 6 events from person 1 on the ladder, then we cant go to step 2 until that is processed.

I hope I didn't confuse you, but this is where the csa real work begins next week, im in FLIGHT MODE right about now. Im scared, lack o energy, really considering canceling.